one week

shaking violently


heart pounding inside my chest


stomach churning, sweat pouring


I promise I'm trying my best





only 48 hours strong


can't do it again


I promised I'd go all week long


but I'm going to fail





wrists and thighs tingle  


blades calling


I have to do it


the urge is clawing





at me like a wild beast


I have to do it


one tiny cut won't hurt


I'm falling back into the pit





withdrawal is too hard


I can't do it, I'm too weak


I'm sorry


I told you I couldn't do a week.